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How do you define the word 'E xit'?   This is how I define it in my own dictionary.   It all began like this.... Breathe into life, that loud cry, naked in innocence. Entered the gates of beyond expectations. This they say it's short, life could be temporary but it could also be sweet. But nothing last forever, no never, no matter how much we wanted to. Letting it out and go maybe the hardest, moving on shall be the best way. Somehow at last, when the time has come, door closes to bid farewell, back to dust and ashes we shall leave. 

I may want to speak and listen to you, Every single day of my life.  Your words, your thoughts, Perhaps your songs.  Maybe, just maybe. Forever.

Slammed, The doors are all closed,  Ah those strong wind, Blame on it, if I could.  But nah, that's not it, There's a reason behind,  Worry not, for once it is shut,  Someday it will be opened. Easier said and done, Frequent words they have told me, I'll take that as a challenge, Those words build me, I just want to stay positive and in love. 

This Monday blues keeps on getting me. But at the same time, it comes and go. I've probably getting sick and tired, I'm so used to it already.  Today it felt like I just need to be a little quiet at work. Which I did.  But today is also a great day as we celebrate my dad's birthday together as a family. A day to make effort because it's a special way to celebrate life and happiness. Had delicious Asam Pedas just now. Was so good! No pictures but just thought I blog about this. Good night! 😘

Today.  Cotton candy like, or was it just cotton? Puffy clouds and I, yes literally, has that deep some thing, some thing. I don't know what it is but it some how reminds me of what's close to my heart.  Oh puffy clouds and I, Blue skies and the wonders of nature,  You make me not afraid to fly,  Reach out and just be free. 

I asked myself if I wanted this and that. Or should I stay or leave? Continue and feel less,  Or should go out of the box and be my happiness?  Maybe for once, love a good bad decision perhaps? I'd say,  Risk and chances, I'm taking you with me. 

One after another, this endless suffer, makes one bitter, may we grow stronger,  love and light heals for the better. ❤️

It's quite early still and I'm already half dead, well, literally.  I want to sing out loud but those songs inside of me was not that powerful enough that it break into silence, I guess. And today I spent my half day doing this. Things I've often did. Before. A once blogger friend of mine got me into reading a blog she recently just stumbled. That writer Stuart is really something. I was hooked. What a way to get inspired and put my heart into writing again.  Thank you and good night. 

Mine was pretty fine, But okay that was a lie. How could I deny?  Heck hell, this is crazy, I started off super sleepy, And ended up feeling dizzy.  What a day! Bee was busy, buzzing for honey, No time to be lazy, but where's my money?  What's this crap, Lack of nap, I better off counting sheep, and sweet dreams into sleep.

.....from some where I have never thought I could. Halfway through but I'll be back.

6.49 in the morning, My body is actually dragging , Out of my window sky watching, All of the sudden I'm high and I feel like flying. Sunset's almost gone, The day is ending, Time to restore,  and head down to bed sleeping.

Busy days ahead, busier than you ever thought, you could only wish that time will eventually stop for just a second,  just for a while. Yeah, you could only wish for that. Things will be worth it soon, no worries. Monday blues aside, let's look it as bright as the sunset. Positivity is more like it. And you should sometimes..... Why not reward yourself with a home-cooked meal today? :) Chicken in Rice Wine Soup and Green Spinach

I ain't got no powerful magic, I see failure in mine, of all great words,  But I know it came from that one special place,  It came from the bottom of my heart. I have been writing on a blog for years now but something doesn't always feel that right to openly share with the public. So I've chosen to write my thoughts on a paper again.  Well, nothing beats the old fashion way. I've got love handwritten on my red LANSI journal. Perfect to start off my Chinese New Year :D 

In the name of love, let us begin it with a strong word called trust. Be still oh heart, out of sight,  Love or it hate it, don't ever blame distant. Make it a point, it is worth the wait, Someday it will count, that endless effort. Sunset from my Home Sweet Home 5th Feb 2013 If you have some one awesome to share a view like this,  be grateful to God for what he has given to you.

'Now you see, now you don't.' Opportunities come and go, just like friendship/ relationship, life and death. Perfect timing. Grab it while it last. Feels similar to doing a marathon on a shopping cart, with those discounts going on. The sun goes down, it will turned into dark skies. Let not those tears dampen your spirit, Shining hope of the earth will be back eventually.  You're coming to me sooner or later.   The way I see how life is, I always try my best to have that positive view.  

Something is on my mind, What I must fully get rid, A great distraction is all I need. I want it and now I have a good read,

High expectation was never a hope. One minute you're being such a sweet human being, And later someone who turns out a very different person. Confusion happened. That indecisive you. Maybe there's truth about being your type of Zodiac after all.

Called it an obsession she finds, She breathe with excitement in her silence, Behind those curtains, she is still there.

Sudden lost of lives, Where this year alone witnessed  talented young ones left  us, this world in silence. An eye opener that we can't take our life for granted. Rest in peace Izaad Amir, I wished I knew you personally to tell you what a beauty you brought to the music industry.  Cair lyric was one of my favourite. Yes, Alda Evan Tan you as well,  

Wide open ocean, strong wind blew those wavy curls of mine. Playing sands in the middle of night, I wonder why those feelings were somehow right, Seems like I was in an island where I have lost track of time. Oh what a dream, what were you trying to tell me again?