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I woke up to dark surrounding, The sun aint shining, it weather were cold, while the darkness still hold. What happened to the beautiful morning? Where the birds goes chirping? No wonderful greeting It all went flying.... No more words of the day No more smile & laughter Where did it all gone away? Like we used to, for one another.... I could see the difference now When you are no longer here to stay What makes me live through the day? The smile & things you have said remains in me... Maybe I'll get used to it someday, I hope so cause I have to eventually... ~SOMEHOW I FELT IT AINT AN ORDINARY DAY~

I'm currently listening to: Rascal Flatts- What Hurts the Most MoOd : MiX- EmotioN What time exactly : Way past my bedtime ! Ahaks =p It's Friday nite and I just came back from town for lil chit-chatting moment with my fave cuzzy ;) We were SUPPOSED to go to the Beach just now, but toO bad it was RAINING ! DaMn... Bought a few stuffs for Daddy and myself. It was a nice nite out since we were staying home alot this few weeks. Saving up for more important things..hehehe...LOTS of SHOPPING coming up soOn....CoZ they'll be like aLotttt of WeDDings to attend and ya, we WOMAN have to get ready from tip to toe....I am SoO going to buy that SeXy DreSseS I just SAW last week ! Not to mentioN, I think I'm gonna get myself Pairs & pairs of Pretty SHOES ! aND owh well, a Hawt HaiR Do will do...Urmmm, a Curl perhaps? What do you think? Besides that, I am sOo looking forward to get myself pampered & relaX ! A night wit my siblings & cuzzies at Magellan will definitely do!...

As I pass the palliative care unit yesterday, suddenly I felt so cold... Tears suddenly rolled down on my pinkish cheeks... Seeing her suffering and battling over the sickness she had all these years, I felt like helping her get through with it, But too bad I am helpless, I can only pray for a miracle and that she will surrender when the time comes... She has been through alot, And to see her lying on the bed helplessly, Crying out in pain, I could barely see her like that anymore, I rather watch the clock stopped tickling in her time, So the breath will be the last. ~May God bless her~

Pic courtesy from www.msluvartz.deviantart.com Slowly and tenderly it began to fade. I am not sure if this is what I really want. It all began with a beautiful beginning but now I predicted it is going to be the end.Not now. But soon,eventually....Do I see the rainbow after the rain? Or is it the cloud will always turned to grey? Why do I keep myself in despair? It's not like it's end of the world. I used to think that it is an amazing thing to have. Today it is like it meant nothing. Yes, nothing at all. It made me whole before. After that it vanishes like a magic. Wanting that chances again seems yesterday already. Devastated? If you ask me? The truth? Totally! I used to hide it but now just let the truth reveals...What hurts the most is definitely something I aint want to know.Prepare for the worst cause it's already coming. I just wished I should have felt and see it coming sooner.

Some of the pictures I promised to post.... The one that lifted the Spirit of a Party..... ::NeVer beGin a Party Without it ! :: Ahaks =p A candid shot I took & LOVE ! :: Not A Single Picture Please ! :: Sorry UnCLe Luke ! Oooppss ! The youngeR BoYs enjoying themselves.... :: Boys just wanna have FUN :: ;) My 2 FaVourite Munchkins :: Madeline & Michael :: Niece & Nephew :D Cakes...Lots of it! :: Y U M M Y :: the burfday gurl.... :: CUTE :: ScHWeeeettttt :: More pictures to come... Till then take care all of you ! Love, Eudora