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Hell, it's been a month. Is it? I am a Sinner. I am nothing without the Almighty. I am not Beautiful. I am not Wealthy. I am Never Perfect. That I Have Got to Admit. But I Have a Heart of Gold, I Bet You Ever Noticed that do you? Aha ! =p This Heart Is Pure and Fragile. Once Broken, It Difficult to Mend. Love Me For Who I am. Accept What I've got and what I'm willing to share. If You Can't, I'm Sorry But You Just Got to Leave. Sometime's you ought to be cruel to be kind. So much of being Nice is no good cause in the end all you get is dust thrown on your face. Life oh life. Heehe. It's a Friday night and it will be my last entry of the month. February has come to an end. Geez, time flies. To everyone who is reading this especially loved ones & good friends, Sorry if you think this post is a crapped one. Apologies! ;) Looking forward for March! Who knows when will my lucky charm arrive? Love, Eudora

This was written yesterday Dear diary... Everyday seems like an ordinary day for me. It's the same yesterday, today or even tomorrow. I lead a simple life doing my usual routine . Unlike some people, money certainly do not come easy for me. I'm trying my best to earn for a living. In order to get what I want or even for the sake for the love of traveling, I will do it with my own money. Not like some spoiled brat. Cause honestly I'm not rich. It seems that nothing has ever happened. At least that's what I wanted to think right now. But no matter how hard I try not to think about it, I definitely can't run from the fact. Whatever happened it is all a history already. What a waste...is all I'm going to say. Let go of the past. Life has to go on eventually, it has to. *sigh* I had a chit chat session again with my closest cuzzy just now. It has always been good and relieved having someone you can count on. I'm glad I have her back after knowing that I can't

Bit by bit, little by little The raindrops droping by.... Rain, rain go away Come again another day My oh my little baby She just want to go out & play...... The day has gone and past by. It's yet another wet Wednesday. I'm shivering, I need a Heater. It felt like Winter. I'm not used to the cold water. It seems as if I'm a Stranger. I'm not used being a Hater. I've always been a Lover. I need a Breather, something Warmer. What makes it Fair? To makes things Clear.... Can it be even Better? Nowadays, Heaven is more likely the days of Summer. Does it even matter? In my own words, that is what My Heart says today. And, No, I'm not going to have my say any further. ........................ ..................................... ................................................. ............................................................ ..........................

Yes, finally! The Frequency Cannon cd that I won few weeks ago. And Thank God this time around it was in Purrrrrfeeeeecctttt condition! YAY, NOW I'M HAPPY! WEEEEEEHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =) The parcel I received from PosLaju this evening. I asked the postman, " Did you bring some love letter for me today?" Heehe. Okay so I was just kidding. Hee =p Sorry this picture has to be blurred for privacy reason. Contains address & mobile number of the band's drummer and mine. So better to be safe here. Right, right? heehe. Well, here's the cd I got from them. Hey, they even wrote my name on it! Hmmmm....just ignore the reflection aights? Haa xD Black,white and alil bit of colours. A simple design. Yet still a nice one. Art direction credits to: Azana Azman who also did the cd cover design for Estranged. Signatures from the band. By Kuachee, Dino, Azrul and Yuri. Sadly Siva is not in the band anymore. Huhu. Cd Cover Just in case if you guys are reading this....

I just got an SMS from one of my favourite local drummer just now. He just sent me the Cd from KL which I won few weeks back to replace the broken Cd I got that day. Yay! I'll be waiting patiently for it! Heehe. Thanks again! :) I have alot on my mind. Too much too handle. Cash, Travel, Life..... It's all in my head. All think about is my next vacation. Got to work out those SLR photography again soon. It's been awhile. I've been thinking of this lately. I just want to let it be. Right now, I just want to " Trust no one but myself and follow my instinct " If it is for the best, that is what I will do. I let myself open & be free See it with those wide eyes of mine Taking the risk of life Whatever it might be You and Me The talk, the walk... Chances are it could be beautiful! ;) On another note : Tristan, I would love to meet up with you again buddy! It's been like 17 years! Haha =p If only I have the time. Can't promise tho'. Heehe :) *Hugs* Lo