behind the heart of a survivor....

Silence just conquered me,I didnt uttered a word. Those words that came out from your mouth just felt like killing me. I felt as someone's gonna shoot me and let me die on spot. What you did almost made me cry. But I didnt, I keep it inside. I am learning to hide my feelings. I guess I don't wanna be a bad person so shhh I never say a word...I am more a stronger person nowadays.

Even when someone left me here alone recently, when I need dat person the most, but I don't mind. Thinking dat him/her will only be there when they needed you, thats sux like totally! It's hurts. I know. Being too close but havent had much to say. I'm still surviving till this stage. But will I make it to the finishing line? I hope so....

owh well...
"Let's leave it all behind, Forget that we have painted rainbow together, What's left are colourless, A note of thank you for the memories.....-Eudora Maluna Manggala 23rd July 2007"

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