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As I pass the palliative care unit yesterday, suddenly I felt so cold... Tears suddenly rolled down on my pinkish cheeks... Seeing her suffering and battling over the sickness she had all these years, I felt like helping her get through with it, But too bad I am helpless, I can only pray for a miracle and that she will surrender when the time comes... She has been through alot, And to see her lying on the bed helplessly, Crying out in pain, I could barely see her like that anymore, I rather watch the clock stopped tickling in her time, So the breath will be the last. ~May God bless her~

Pic courtesy from www.msluvartz.deviantart.com Slowly and tenderly it began to fade. I am not sure if this is what I really want. It all began with a beautiful beginning but now I predicted it is going to be the end.Not now. But soon,eventually....Do I see the rainbow after the rain? Or is it the cloud will always turned to grey? Why do I keep myself in despair? It's not like it's end of the world. I used to think that it is an amazing thing to have. Today it is like it meant nothing. Yes, nothing at all. It made me whole before. After that it vanishes like a magic. Wanting that chances again seems yesterday already. Devastated? If you ask me? The truth? Totally! I used to hide it but now just let the truth reveals...What hurts the most is definitely something I aint want to know.Prepare for the worst cause it's already coming. I just wished I should have felt and see it coming sooner.

Some of the pictures I promised to post.... The one that lifted the Spirit of a Party..... ::NeVer beGin a Party Without it ! :: Ahaks =p A candid shot I took & LOVE ! :: Not A Single Picture Please ! :: Sorry UnCLe Luke ! Oooppss ! The youngeR BoYs enjoying themselves.... :: Boys just wanna have FUN :: ;) My 2 FaVourite Munchkins :: Madeline & Michael :: Niece & Nephew :D Cakes...Lots of it! :: Y U M M Y :: the burfday gurl.... :: CUTE :: ScHWeeeettttt :: More pictures to come... Till then take care all of you ! Love, Eudora

Yeap, for those who are living in Malaysia, today's a public holiday....Labour's Day! I'm all excited when it comes to holidays....Geesh, I just love it so much! ;p Started off the day goin' breakfast with my favourite cousin...ehehehe...well actually it's kind of BRUNCH sudah la...haha....after that, we went to a near-by shopping complex to search for our niece & nephew's Madeline & Michael presents. Just in time for last minute gift. Arrived at my cousin's place around evening for a high tea party. They were like alot of family members who I havent seen in ages & most of them just came back from the Peninsular & Singapore. Took alot of pictures as usual but right now I'm kinda lazy to upload it. Will probably update 2morrow then. Need to get my head on the bed now..... Nite~Sweet Dreams Lotsa Love ;)

*It's exactly 11.25 p.m. And still I'm not asleep yet. These are some of the days that I tend to have my late nights unlike those days where I had to "early to bed, early to rise" kinda thing. The fact that I'm gonna get 2 days public holidays makes me HAPPY =)) Labour day & Wesak daY...YAY! *Right now, I'm listening to the songs that I'm currently addicted to. Maybe I should recommend to u guys, Reza Salleh's "Smokecity" cd is awesome ! I could'nt have got it if it wasn't for Hanafi.( Note: Hanafi is the cute,sweet,shy lead guitarist who played for Estranged & a couple of bands. And did I forgot to mention that he's absolutely TALENTED? veRy ARTISTIC & taKe Nice PiXies! LoVe HiM ! ;) ) * Btw, I haven't had my coffee in days ! Is that a MiRaCLe or wHat? I think I'm gonna DIE not having one! Someone bring me one cup of Macchiato for me puhleaseeeeeee....Hahaha ;p *I think I've lost touch in some of the thing